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Post by REDEFINE Pro on Nov 8, 2015 3:02:49 GMT
Abby Watkins vs Mars Tetch
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Abby
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Post by Abby on Nov 14, 2015 4:20:41 GMT
Here is the thing, once you start losing, it is hard to stop. At least that is what it seems like. People say when you start to burn out that it becomes almost like a slippery slope all the way down to the bottom. Maybe that is what this is. Hopefully it is just a little bit of a reality check. I came in hard, and without experience, found myself to be a champion. That seems to have finally caught up with me though. Two matches on my own. Two matches where I ended up getting my ass handed to me. I like to think that I have been taking it in stride though. I got up and shook a man's hand after getting laid out by him. I dont know a lot of people that would have done the same under the circumstances. Then again, maybe they would have shaken his hand, and then laid him out instead of letting him walk away. I couldn't bring myself to sink so low though.
I got into this business to prove something to myself, and my family. I want to prove that I am good enough. Sinking to the bottom, and doing something like attacking someone from behind is too low for me. Although, losing three matches in a row seemed to be be too low for me just a month ago. Maybe I should start to question what I will and won't do in order to get back on top of my game.
Maybe I should start doing that this week. I suppose that you will all just have to wait and see.
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